I Lost It

In the darkness, I sit A moment of clarity I start to feel sick All the strength I had All of my achievements I lost it In that moment I was blind A slave to the feeling A slave to the good time And when that moment passed I began to realize I lost it How long can I Say I’m not like them How long can I lie and say that I don’t have a problem How long till I admit that I need help How long can I Do this to myself Every morning I pray To be a better man To have a better day The last time was supposed to be My last apology But I lost it A broken promise A broken trust Was that happy moment Worth all you’ve lost How long can I Say I’m not like them How long can I lie and say that I don’t have a problem How long till I admit that I need help How long can I Do this to myself How long can I Say I’m not like them How long can I lie and say that I don’t have a problem How long till I admit that I need help How long can I Do this to myself How long can I Do this to myself How long can I Do this to myself