Clouded

I can't seem to control What I want to let go This contradictory element Is getting in my head again, I think it's time to let them in I'm starting to hate The kind of things I contemplate My memories, they tantalise Bring out the demons in disguise and fill my hope with drastic lies Oh, I'm falling down and I'm surrounded when I hit the ground Oh, come and take me home, my mind stays clouded when I'm alone I'm trying to find An exit in my mind Through all the things I ruminate I'm trying not to instigate another bout of spineless hate Oh, I'm falling down and I'm surrounded when I hit the ground Oh, come and take me home, my mind stays clouded when I'm alone Oh, don't let me go, just hold me close, put your arms around my shoulders I wanna fly, I wanna take the world by storm, I wanna try Oh, don't let me down, don't let me fall Oh, I'm falling down and I'm surrounded when I hit the ground Oh, I'm falling down and I'm surrounded when I hit the ground Oh, come and take me home, my mind stays clouded when I'm alone Oh, I'm falling down and I'm surrounded when I hit the ground Oh, come and take me home, my mind stays clouded when I'm alone