Disguise the Truth

I keep pushing myself To do the one thing that I love Because it's the only thing that makes me feel Makes me feel at all And I keep breaking down When I can't find the words I want At times when I need them to tell someone To tell someone I was wrong I needed you I guess it was good to have you around You made me feel Some level of safe and sound And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you I couldn't keep you here When all we said disguised the truth You've been haunting my sleep And every moment I'm awake Cause all the times we shared Are memories from yesterday And I keep getting lost When I can't say just what I mean Between the fine line of who we are And who we're meant to be I needed you I guess it was good to have you around You made me feel Some level of safe and sound And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you I couldn't keep you here When all we said disguised the truth Someone asked me yesterday If I was okay And I couldn't tell a lie So I just smiled If someone asked what tomorrow brings I'd say everything Because the possibility is there Even if you don't care I needed you I guess it was good to have you around You made me feel Some level of safe and sound And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you I couldn't keep you here When all we said disguised the truth I needed you I guess it was good to have you around You made me feel Some level of safe and sound And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you I couldn't keep you here When all we said disguised the truth I needed you I guess it was good to have you around You made me feel Some level of safe and sound And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you I couldn't keep you here When all we said disguised the truth