Admired

I thought I was admired I thought I had what it takes to inspire Thought that I knew the way but it turns out the closer I got the more you went away I thought I was admired I thought I had what it takes to inspire Thought that I knew the way but it turns out the closer I got the more you went away Turn out the lights the show is over Final chapter final closure Relapsing to find composure A symphony is my exposure And within the sounds I guided the lost And within the sounds I was the king To be a king bares a weight Yeah the crown is heavy but I don't betray And I will face the uncertain acts And I will try to keep my head in tact Hey why don't you face the facts They all left you You were never an admired act Even the ones who swore to stay true To follow me to the darkest sides of the moon The ones who I said I made them inspired Well then I guess I was never admired