White Knuckle It

I don't wanna hurt, gonna white knuckle it away I don't wanna hurt, baby white knuckle it away Out of the blue, it comes in waves Feeling so dazed, as if on queue Do you remember when, you said you need a friend Calling in a favor Take a pill, I need to chill, what a thrill to be a little braver I don't wanna hurt, I'd rather just white knuckle it I don't wanna hurt, I'd rather just white knuckle it Waves come crashing, she's thrashing around Panic sets in, hello my old friend Feeling sick and kinda scared, pulling out a clump of hair Calling in a favor Popping pills and seeking thrills I wish I was a little braver My, my, my, panic My, my, my, panic Why, why, why, panic