FOR AS LONG AS I REMEMBER (I AIN'T NEVER BEEN ENOUGH)

Fill it up, mix it up, pour it up Blacking out at 7:30 When I wake we're breaking up Underserving of this love So I gotta f*ck it up For as long as I remember I ain't never been enough Fill it up, mix it up, pour it up Blacking out at 7:30 When I wake we're breaking up Underserving of this love So I gotta f*ck it up For as long as I remember I ain't never been enough It's too good so I gotta f*ck it up I can't handle all my problems So I pour a double cup When she told me I was fine She was lying, it's easy Called me self destructive like I'm not hearing it weekly Yeah I'm fine girl You're running away I mean look at all the signs, girl Everything's the same But its all so different We used to be in love but now we're oh so distant Oh so distant Leaving me on read all the time, consistence We used to be in love but now I don't where to find you Strangers with some memories Now get out of my mind too I don't wanna hear that shit Let's be real now Just tell me that you hate me And you just don't wanna feel now I know I'm not good, you can tell me I'm used to it Never good enough, it's okay I'm pretty good at it I know I'm not good, you can tell me I'm used to it My father told I ain't worth a penny Spot on with it I don't want to feel anything So let's feel numb Maybe if we're lucky we won't wake up when the sun comes I was crying out for help And she couldn't give a f*ck So now I pour a double cup So much pain in my heart Man I tried to tell you Waited for the signs so now I remind you Fill it up, mix it up, pour it up Blacking out at 7:30 When I wake we're breaking up Underserving of this love So I gotta f*ck it up For as long as I remember I ain't never been enough Fill it up, mix it up, pour it up Blacking out at 7:30 When I wake we're breaking up Underserving of this love So I gotta f*ck it up For as long as I remember I ain't never been enough Fill it up, mix it up, pour it up Blacking out at 7:30 When I wake we're breaking up Underserving of this love So I gotta f*ck it up For as long as I remember I ain't never been enough Fill it up, mix it up, pour it up Blacking out at 7:30 When I wake we're breaking up Underserving of this love So I gotta f*ck it up For as long as I remember I ain't never been enough