Afraid Of Changing

And it feel like no one wanna see me win If I take that L, you know I spin again I don't get how you so committed to your sins Need help, won't let no one in I'm worried about you as a friend, but you afraid of changing Won't find the castle, where you searching Hope you don't crash in that wave that you surfing Tryna find your purpose, I'm learnin' about myself as well But that don't excuse how you been so rude to yourself I was tryna save you, threw that cape away, had to let you make mistakes And I'm still prayin' someone save the day, Just speaking for your sake don't gotta be me, Don't want no part It might as well be yourself One thing I learned through it all is I don't need no help Just be strong And I hope you know that I'll still thinkin' about you when you're gone That don't mean that I miss you, just don't know what I want I'm still a misguided ghost, don't know how to move on And I just wanna forget about the world And my mom's callin' to make sure I'm still good And I know that I can't give in to all these temptations I know it'll pay off when one day I'm famous, ha And I hope that I make it, ha But I'm still afraid of changing Well, I've been afraid of changing Cause I've built my life around you But time makes you bolder Even children get older And I'm getting older too My family, my friends, they tell me to just keep going My sister wouldn't want me to stop The only thing about it is once I leave this gym I hit reality and she's not here That's the tough part