Of My Kind

No one can give to me the moon and stars Or hold my hand through the destruction of Mars My end is mine and mine alone My love has been and then it's Gone away And I can't keep the pain at bay Pain away I've been lifeless Playing to the beat of this drum Precious time spent Waiting for something never to come I have it all This whole blue ball To myself And it feels like it's Never felt Uneasily Abnormally Unusually Abusively Absolutely, truly Lonely as I could ever hope to be None of my kind to keep me company And now I'm feeling the effects of it And my self-hatred just perplexes it Can't keep the pain at bay It's here to stay So go away I've been lifeless Playing to the beat of this drum Precious time spent Waiting for something never to come For of my kind there is All but none