Just You

Oh no no no I just want you Oh no no no I just want you Sometimes I love but I hate when I'm reminiscing Feeling regret for the time that I kept all of that distance In so much pain and then gone in a fucking instant Now all I can do is just feel dumb that I fucking missed it Getting the news from a jail guard instead of loved ones Repetitive pattern my problems tryna run from Have you ever felt like you really need someone Knowing they ain't coming back got You feeling completely numb To much tension aggression and lots of questions Praying hoping I'm destined to stand at the gates of heaven To see my grandfather smiling open arms only blessings Lonely soul I been festering Knowing god and his lessons That's the type of energy I keep in my faith Just guessing what type of looks I'd see on his face if he was here helping Me through all of the changes developing as man Dropping gems when I plan Catch me when I can't stand But I feel alone on this road I'll be damned Going through all this darkness will I see the light again Drowning in my own sorrows my grandpa was like my dad Now all i got is this ink and these tears to drip on this pad Usually so uncomfortable anywhere that I am Stressing myself to remember any day that we had But blessed to say I remember you stood up just like a man Blessed to say I remember you taught me to be a man yeah Oh no no no I just want you Oh no no no I just want you Oh no no no I just want you Oh no no no I just want you