Attrite

Don't hold me back I can do that myself With the doubt and self-hatred I keep on the shelf Been locked up so long with your voice in my head Leaving out all the words I wish I never said Losing my sleep over constant contrition Did I break my own leg in your war of attrition You pulled all my wires left me codependent You felt insecure now I'm buried here with it Do you even fucking hear me? Under all of the broken bricks I know the silence is deafening You left me hopeless and trifling Figure transparent and obvious You know I never meant for this The difference in the words you said and meant You left me hopeless and trifling Do you even fucking hear me? Under all of the broken bricks I know the silence is deafening You left me hopeless and trifling (Don't hold me back I can do that without you Falling off track losing my biased point of view Losing sleep my broken leg won't heal Losing sleep I'm losing sleep I'm)