5 Months (Up in Smoke)

Passing notes in study hall Please keep quiet no one knows I've fallen Lighting up in bathroom stalls Where dealers write their secrets I am calling Read between your textbook lines I swear I left a message deep inside Hopefully life's done it's worst If that ain't it I swear we must be cursed I can tell that you're not feeling right Now I know that it's all over Long the words you used to say goodnight But instead you said them colder Read your books and wear your clothes Everything you owned went up in smoke The life that you once had is put away and wrapped up in bags Now that your doing fine, you say you wanna be alone that's fine But all along you're still in touch with someone that helped you lose so much I can tell that you're not feeling right Now I know that it's all over Long the words you used to say goodnight But instead you said them colder We'd spend nights out in my car Doing things we felt older Wrapping you up in my arms Fives months then it's over And if you ever said that I was wrong For telling you how I feel It's not that I dragged you along The things that I said were real And if you needed someone to help you Get over what you had before It's not what I had in store That's not what I was fighting for I can tell that you're not feeling right Now I know that it's all over Long the words you used to say goodnight But instead you said them colder We'd spend nights out in my car Doing things we felt older Wrapping you up in my arms Fives months then it's over