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It's been a long day It's been a long life At least it feels that way Keep staring at myself in the mirror Got me fucked up I'm drunk Don't think I've ever seen myself any clearer Its just not fun I'm done You all know how I feel They don't wanna say it To fight yourself for real Face it You've got a long way to go She's got a boyfriend and he looks like me And he's a good friend but I just can't see Why she's his girlfriend and I want her so bad But I just can't have her She's like my best friend Laughing aloud around her boyfriend She's all he's got but not for long man I'm sorry enough but I'm gonna have her Been a long day Been a long damn life Just okay While she's so fine Do this to me again The times that I tell myself told you so He's takin her home She's all that you'd ever need Got my fucked up over history Just to leave here alone She's got a smile That could tear you apart And she wears it intentionally I'm just a guy she won't be breaking my heart No She's got a boyfriend and he looks like me And he's a good friend but I just can't see Why she's his girlfriend and I want her so bad But I just can't have her She's like my best friend Laughing aloud around her boyfriend She's all he's got but not for long man I'm sorry enough but I'm gonna have her He's always gone I'd never leave You wanna know what you mean to me darlin I'm gonna play you a symphony and somehow I'm never gonna get you in the bedroom with lights down You're fuckin cuffed But your all alone I would pick up but your boyfriend is almost home You got fight hiding under the doormat Thinkin if you left him you could skip it in the process She's got a boyfriend and he looks like me And he's a good friend but I just can't see Why she's his girlfriend and I want her so bad But I just can't have her She's like my best friend Laughing aloud around her boyfriend She's all he's got but not for long man I'm sorry enough but I'm gonna have her Treat this as a note to you To let you know when he's gone I'll still be here I don't know if that's enough