sick of missing you

Waking up on a Sunday Staring out at the ocean They say it doesn't get much better than that Somehow, I'm filled up with emptiness Late for work on a Monday Violently thrashed by the weekend Three days of uncontrolled alcohol And ambiguous intentions Oh what's new My mind most days, invincible Unfortunate to feel familiar Taking over when I'm graced by you Our lives have Departed And now this life I've built starts to undo And I'm getting sick of missing you I can't keep feeling like this anymore It comes down to decision time to let it run Or chase this time, the flow's pushing its weight Knowing damn well you won't reciprocate I can't promise I won't show up outside Waiting for you on the steps all night Are you sick or missing me I'm so tired We never really got to see it through I always hoped that you were wishing too Now this pain breathes on my thoughts The plane leaves and we're done I can't seem to enjoy the view Even when I watch you go It's so hard to miss you when you don't know It feels like I let it rest But I don't know how to let go I can't keep feeling like this anymore Comes down to it, time to let it run Let it run I can't promise I won't just show up in your life I think we're missing out And I'm getting sick of missing you right now