Deep End

Guess I'm lost again I've been gone so long I don't remember when When I had to leave it all behind My fortune to the wind Resurrect my mind On my own again Nobody for miles so I won't pretend Pretend I didn't throw it all away Could I find something as good? Will I be fine one day? And I dove straight in the deep end But I forgot I couldn't breathe Sinking slow below the surface Feel your reflection drowning me Dinner by yourself Nothin but an old t-shirt lying on your shelf From the night we saw our favorite band play, you fell asleep, I still stayed Now your on your own Do you feel free without love's chaining throne? All the fastenings unlocked Throw away your crown and let guard down And I dove straight in the deep end But I forgot I couldn't breathe Sinking slow below the surface Feel your reflection drowning me I wasn't ready for you Hit me like a kamikaze I wasn't ready for you Hit me like a kamikaze And I can't sleep at night because I lost your light, I can't keep up this fight cuz all my fingers trace back to you