Breathe.

I'm only half way home when I realize As I am standing still my head will fly And now I wait for my approaching death But until then I'm reaching for my breath My skin is shedding, my face is tearing My blood is letting, there's people staring My veins are popping, my stomach's turning My heart is stopping, their stares are burning I'm blinded by they're aimless stares When dim lit candles turn to flares I'm blinded, deafened, muted and scared By every witness pretending to care I find it hardgetting hard to hide with all these needles in my eyes They close, they open then they di-lately I've been asking why Why I reference butterflies, forging what you'd call a lie Trembling fear that builds inside, who am I kidding who am I? I want to, I want to, I want to breathe I want to, I want to, I want to see I want to grieve, I want to leave I want to, I want to breathe And when I try to breathe my lungs decline Collapsed and lying under dim street lights My shaking fingers reaching for my head In tears, I'm drowning as I near my end I'm starting to question why I am still here And I've learned my lesson, but only from fear A lifetime of hatred will come to an end I'm not gonna make it so leave me here friend I'm trampled by a hurd of air, my lungs collapse and start to tear I'm taken, awakened and don't know where I still don't know why they're pretending to care Believing me it's half the fight, I promise you that I'm alright Indeed I need a path in life cause lately I've been sacrificing Everything I need in spite of comfortability and light But due to my prophecy of striving forward endlessly until I die I guess I'm fine I wish I could cry, I wish I could feel I wish I could fly, and I wish I was real My only regret, is letting you see And my only request, is to set me free I want to I want to I want to scream (I want to, I want to, I want to, I want to) I am extinct, as far as you know A feeling of hate, begins to grow I wish I could live, I wish I could die Accepting my fate, denying my lies I want to, I want to, I want to breathe I want to, I want to, I want to see I want to grieve, I want to leave I want to breathe I want to, I want to I want to, I want to The pool of tears I drowned in starts to dry My mouth and throat will close and soon my eyes Once I gain consciousness my lungs inflate And after all this time I know my fate