Loss

Tell me to stay Show me the way Tell me why I just can't feel today Tell me why this hate's running through my brain Tell me why these thoughts are making me insane And I don't really care for the man in the mirror Wondering if I stare will the picture get clearer? Pulling out my hair I don't feel no fear Thinking what the hell am I still doing here? Why should I be alive if I could die? Simple as the tear falling from the sky Going back and forth again I try to find the answers But the questions that i have, they eat my mind like a cancer And how could I have friends if I'm my own enemy? And if I come to pass will anyone remember me? Looking for the greener days I try to find a better way But when September ends the summer sets on my symphony Damn How am I supposed to care? Nobody else cares See me lost walking in these darker days Try to shake it off so I spark a j Try to play it off, but I am not ok Praying to the gods just to light my way I said no one really knows on the inside how I feel When I'm stuck running around on the tracks of a spinning wheel Thinking that I finna kill myself or somebody else Take another shot cause it's bad for my health I am well aware I'm facing death, but I don't care Every breath could be my last breath, but I ain't scared If you took the time just to ask me how I feel Would you listen or just ask without being real? Cause I'm dying inside But I'm lying in the outside I'm crying inside Cause I swear I watched myself die Life is for the livin But it's just so hard to live it When you're livid cause you're giving, but you just ain't getting nothing back Time slows Life goes colder Loss grows On my shoulder Time slows Life goes colder Loss grows On my shoulder Time slows Life goes colder Loss grows On my shoulder Time slows Loss grows