The Curse

Tell me God where do I go? When I'm pretty sure the devil tryna steal my soul And my friends are enemies and I don't even know Pretty girls love me just to get my dough Thoughts of the sunshine But the flame is hot and the light blind And the darkness crosses in my mind And I'm feeling so lost in the right time Is it my time? Walk with a weight, but I walk with a reason Gotta have faith when there's nothin to believe in Believe me when I say it never gets easy It's easy to fall down, easy to leave me Woe, woe, woe to be me Darkness surrounding me Gotta find a reason, a meaning I'm racing my demons Walk this life while erasing my feelings Pray the days away Or the devil gonna seal my fate Enough to contemplate When it's scraps up on this plate I was raised the furthest thing from perfect Gonna have shit if I don't put work in Gotta be the man I don't deserve to swim alone with all these curses Watching for snakes as I walk in the grass And the motherfuckers shoot, but I'm dodging the blast What about friendship? What about the past? Wise man say good things don't last Oh me? I forgot about my homie Doing it alone, but you know I ain't lonely Acting like the man? Prove it, show me Nothing to say? F*ck you, blow me Blow me Blow me F*ck you, blow Don't throw stones? Well I'm breaking the glass Empty threats just making me laugh Not a big loss man, I ain't mad Wipe your ass, why so sad? Why so serious? Jokes on you Ain't no tellin what Jake gon do One day soon I might come through And f*ck you up man, f*ck you Pray the days away Or the devil gonna seal my fate Enough to contemplate When it's scraps up on this plate I was raised the furthest thing from perfect Gonna have shit if I don't put work in Gotta be the man I don't deserve to swim alone with all these curses Pray the days away Or the devil gonna seal my fate Enough to contemplate When it's scraps up on this plate I was raised the furthest thing from perfect Gonna have shit if I don't put work in Gotta be the man I don't deserve to swim alone with all these curses Curses, blow me Curses Curses, blow me Curses F*ck you, blow me bitch