Turned to Smoke

Gotta say I miss the man I was before our paths aligned Everyday I'd wake up thinking this world could be mine God had other plans and now I'm running through its course But I ain't sure how much more of this shit I can endure Started out so perfect, thought we were headed for a ring You called me your beloved but I's just your summer fling They say we moved too quick, I guess they were right I put a whole life's worth of loving you into a short damn block of time You said you loved me too that morning and I went off to work Then you called me up that evening just to kick me to the curb In retrospect, I suspect you fell for him long ago So you strung me around until you found an excuse to let me go I wish I could say that if you called, I would tell you to go to hell But Lord knows better this ole boy can only wish you well I still remember all the words to that song for you I wrote But I balled it up, lit that match and my love letter to you Turned to smoke You see me in a different light, cause you believe in your own lies You wreak havoc on my name, how the hell do you sleep at night Telling all your folks that you'd be my wife someday Come to find out you say that shit about every man you date I won't ever forget all the smiles that we shared You claimed all your past lovers never could compare But you tossed me out so easy and it's left a lasting mark It cuts just like a knife going through my fucking heart Wish I could say if you called, I would tell you to go to hell But Lord knows better this ole boy can only wish you well I still remember all the words to that song for you I wrote But I balled it up, lit that match and my love letter to you Turned to smoke Turned to smoke You take no accountability for the shit that you did wrong Now I see that your intentions never held weight all along Forgiveness ain't no sin, but forgiving you feels like one Believing in your love is the most foolish thing I've done