I wonder

I wonder Does she look at me the same When I see her on my screen her face screams pain But I love her yes I do I wonder is she thinking of me now Like I always do I know I know the answer But I hope that its not true I wonder does she remember how we laughed All those years ago Over some made up person In some makeup land I wonder I wonder Is she real Is she real Is she real Or is she just who I want her to be Is she real Is she real Is she real Or just who I want her to be