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I don’t want to be a bad guy But ain’t no fucking way that Imma lose this shit I don’t know what to feel at night I been tossing turning like a lunatic and I say I’m good but I’m probably freaking out at night I’m probably overthinking everything in my life And every morning I’m just thankful for another day But I know that I’ll probably f*ck something anyway Psycho I might go alright though Think I’m the last real one left then you’re right yo And that’s a testament to the way that I write though Notebook looking thicker than the bible I’m hoping every word that I write will bless you Yeah and I been working I been locked in my bedroom Mattress on the floor but it doesn’t really get used Probably pretty busy plotting on my next chess move Either that or overthinking everything If there is a heaven then I bet they’ll never let me in I been on my grind I think that’s evident But my detrimental selfishness is getting relevant I don’t want to be a bad guy But ain’t no fucking way that Imma lose this shit I don’t know what to feel at night I been tossing turning like a lunatic and I say I’m good but I’m probably freaking out at night I’m probably overthinking everything in my life And every morning I’m just thankful for another day But I know that I’ll probably f*ck something anyway Waking up sweating tryna stop myself from screaming Stressing bout my life and if there is a deeper meaning Are we made to chase the paper til we’re eternally sleeping Man I hope if that’s the case it’s just another bad dream and I’ll just wake up and work on my art seven days a week And I’ll have financial freedom and shit will be easy If that’s the case man you can wake me up now If that’s the case man you can wake me up now I been going crazy somebody better pay me Everything I want I’m pursuing on the daily I been feeling wavy like I was in the navy So Imma do my thing and I don’t care if you hate me I don’t want to be a bad guy But ain’t no fucking way that Imma lose this shit I don’t know what to feel at night I been tossing turning like a lunatic and I say I’m good but I’m probably freaking out at night I’m probably overthinking everything in my life And every morning I’m just thankful for another day But I know that I’ll probably f*ck something anyway