Playground of my soul

I wanna take you on a trip, so buckle up and here we go Couple stops along the way touring the playground of my soul All my situations and mental configurations arguments that ended up being deeply debated There's something special, about the way in which I grew up Family ties manifest into the pictures I drew up I blew up, my family proud of how I grew up Struggled in the silence tried to keep my self pursuit up I bood up, well I did at least awhile Marriage didn't workout but it was worth while I take lessons from it all, open perspective to all lived and learned through it all mend the damage at all cost I've been broken down, to the point of no completion Hearing life pass me bye, without any sort of reason Without any sort of meaning, I was stuck barely breathing I Was looking for some answers but instead I found my reasons I'm just stuck inside my head, feeling trapped inside my mind Feeling lost with my regrets, lost my sense of time I don't know where I'm going, I need helping hand But when I reach back out, I'm just alone again Just alone inside my mind, trapped here for some time Regrets had added up, running out of time I don't know where I'm going, I need helping hand But when I reach back out, I'm just alone again