Life I Made

Yeah yeah Yeah Listen to this story that I tell you it ain't boring Bout a boy they all ignored now he's out to show the world uh Yeah all the pain he once endured It's gon hurt you like a thorn I've been numb since I was born Cause I've got a lot of problems You can go and ask my mama I been stuck here at the bottom Holding on to all this trauma Pick me up because I'm drowning Pray for me the devils plottin' He don't want me to be free I had a dream I was a goblin in hell Well I guess this is the life I made And I won't complain about all these things that I can't change Everything that makes my brain go insane No I cannot live this way I need to take this blame and stop running away from all my pain Cause at the end of the day this the life that I made Looking in the mirror I can see a little clearer And it's time to persevere now that I am finally pure I'm so sick of these excuses I can no longer be useless Time to think just like a Buddhist This the last time that I say That I got a lot of problems You can go and ask my mama I been stuck here at the bottom Holding on to all this trauma Pick me up because I'm drowning Pray for me the devils plottin' He don't want me to be free I had a dream I was a goblin in hell Well I guess this is the life I made And I won't complain about all these things that I can't change Everything that makes my brain go insane No I cannot live this way I need to take this blame and stop running away from all my pain Cause at the end of the day this the life that I made