What the Hell Am I Supposed to Do

I'm scared to death that everything's a lie I'm scared to find out that you don't control my life I'm scared to hell that heaven's in your eyes I'm tired of being scared 'cause it's running out my life I look at you and you say what the hell am I supposed to do I will be your hell hound when you die I'll be sleeping in the hole behind your eyes I'll be running until everything's all right I'll keep running till I reach the fucking sky I look at you and you say what the hell am I supposed to do When I woke up you said I will run away from you