Lost (You)

Lost in the darkness Lost by myself I sit here in my dim lit room with the TV on And pray for a chance to rewrite my wrongs And I never understood you And now I never will I lie here alone as I did before And pray to God as I do each night you'll walk through that door You You Now the time's gone by and I still don't know what I'm fighting for They give me words of advice that I must have heard already time and time before When somebody gives you a piece of themselves it makes you whole And now all I feel is the weight of this loss inside my soul Cause if I understood you I'd never ever let that be I bitch and I moan how the world always seems to put me down All I have is myself to blame, please God won't you let me drown You You And you were always there for me How I wish that I was there for you You've moved on to better things A chance for happiness and diamond rings And I guess that I'm happy That you have found your way I hope they treat you well and they treat you how I should have done Again my brain fucked up and the dark side of me overcame and won And I lost you I lost you I lost you I lost