Marrow

I know that I isolate way too much Lock all the doors to the house for a month Cover myself in a blanket of dust Moving through space without seeing the sun All of this confidence you've grown to love Washing away like my piss in the tub Choking on messages I'm sick of sending When I said I'm better I meant it (You are so good without me) I haven't left the bed in weeks and I like me better when I feel bad You don't think about me when I'm sleeping You just want me for my bones I haven't left the bed in weeks and I like me better when I feel bad You don't think about me when I'm sleeping I just want to be alone I need a vision to keep me alive If I have no one at least I have time Rooms full of faces and clothes that I've tried Now none of them fit me and nothing feels right All of this confidence you've grown to love Washing away like my piss in the tub Choking on messages I'm sick of sending When I said I'm better I meant it Woe is me What a pout When I flee You called me out All the weeks You tried to stay You offered several different (Days) It's not like me To think out loud but I'm On my feet and You helped me out What I need I need to say We operate in different ways I haven't left the bed in weeks and I like me better when I feel bad You don't think about me when I'm sleeping You just want me for my bones I haven't left the bed in weeks I like me better when I feel bad You don't think about me when I'm sleeping I just want to be alone