Spoil

You are the only thing I like about me I'm not an overly dramatic person I like to say what's on my mind You are the only one invited when I Jump off the roof into oblivion You called but all I had to say I don't know how to stop myself I don't want to try I don't like to think about the things that make me cry And I don't how to stop myself But I don't want to try I promise I won't spoil the surprise I'm tired of focusing on what's around me Surviving only for another person It's all just acting anyway I don't know how to stop myself I don't want to try I don't like to think about the things that make me cry And I don't how to stop myself But I don't want to try I promise I won't spoil the surprise Let it wash me away (It's not too late to make a change) I've got a lot of things I've not been fixing (It's ok to get assistance) It gets hotter every day (Nothing has to stay the same) What friend am I if I'm increasingly distant (There are things in life that aren't worth missing) Let it fall into place (It's not too late to make a change) I've got a lot to say but I don't listen (You can talk without permission) I'm getting colder every day (For things to grow it needs to rain) I'll think about it when I'm not so busy (Not so busy) Look how I evaded The hoops that I created The mountains of the minutes From hours that I concentrated How I deviated The power in my brain Turning struggling into sound As the trouble leaves my mouth Leave my bubble for a day Find another place to stay Be it somewhere far away Or a picture in its frame It's all moving just the same It's the sunlight in a cave It's the feeling of unlocking The feelings that you caged I know Someday I will make it and Someday I'll be famous or Someday I'll be playing in Someone else's basement but Somewhere down the line I know Somehow I'll be fine it's just Some things take their time so I'll be ready waiting in line