Pretend

F*ck You don't love me, you don't love me Let's play pretend, let's play pretend Yeah, Yeah, yeah Let's play pretend, Let's play pretend You don't love me, You don't love me Let's play pretend, Let's play pretend You don't love me You don't love me You don't love me You don't love me You don't love me, let's play pretend 'Cause this back and forth inside my head It's really getting old I can't do this alone I can't do this alone So, say that you love me You don't love me, let's play pretend 'Cause this back and forth inside my head It's really getting old I can't do this alone I can't do this alone So, say that you love me It's been six months since I even spoke And if I tried to talk now I would prolly choke Maybe one day you'll understand me Maybe one day you'll understand me Aw Stuck in my head again I climbed out of the grave, now I'm dead again I can't find my fucking medicine Do I look crazy? Is it evident? That you fucked with me and now I'm fucked up Maybe next time, give a sign, like a heads up Made me want to turn around and say f*ck love Hold up! Matter of fact, yeah, f*ck love Honestly, would you lie to me? Say you love me, so I can fall asleep And then wake up in this nightmare And my eyes are open, you're right there Yeah, you might be right there But something ain't right here And my chest got a knife in it right here And this pain hurts so it's hard to steer And it's hard to feel when you're filled with fear And you can't see 'cause shit ain't clear But let me make it clear And just lie to me Say you love me and that you want me Let's go You don't love me, let's play pretend 'Cause this back and forth inside my head It's really getting old I can't do this alone I can't do this alone So, say that you love me You don't love me, let's play pretend 'Cause this back and forth inside my head It's really getting old I can't do this alone I can't do this alone So, say that you love me I get it You don't want to love me That makes sense I don't even want to love me And deep down inside there's a hole in me That I fill with dreams that I can't achieve So, I cry in the shower to hide my tears And I got black paint to cover my mirror 'Cause I don't want to see myself I don't want to be myself If I can't love me, better love someone else Right? Emotionless Pessimist Not something you'll ever miss And when I'm gone, it won't be hard to move on You'll just switch up like a new song Devil bought my soul with a coupon Chemical levels are off, I need DuPont Substance abuse again And I'm using now to get you out my head My head My head My head My head Ahh You don't love me, let's play pretend 'Cause this back and forth inside my head It's really getting old I can't do this alone I can't do this alone So, say that you love me You don't love me, let's play pretend 'Cause this back and forth inside my head It's really getting old I can't do this alone I can't do this alone So, say that you love me