Suddenly

I got talents, but I'm about to waste 'em I had chances come and go but I never take 'em Oh And I don't want to lose, but I'm too scared to win I be sitting in my room just try to play pretend I be taking all these L's and never getting a win F*ck a friend, I need bands at every chance that I can Got this pressure on my shoulders and the world in my hands And they don't know what's up with me F*ck you, yeah, I don't want your company Yeah, out of nowhere everybody's loving me How did everything change suddenly? I've been the same me ever since the jump And I was there trying to convince you I was the one But it was all hate, no faith, never could appreciate Try to call me back right now, it's too late Too late, too bad, I'm not sorry Trying to do my best 'cause that's what's best for me And I ain't worried 'bout you, so why you worried for me? Never showed love and never support me And you never showed love And you never showed up And you never gave a f*ck But I'm pretty sure you told me to give up I got talents, but I'm about to waste 'em I had chances come and go but I never take 'em Oh And I don't want to lose, but I'm too scared to win I be sitting in my room just try to play pretend I be taking all these L's and never getting a win F*ck a friend, I need bands at every chance that I can Got this pressure on my shoulders and the world in my hands And they don't know what's up with me F*ck you, yeah, I don't want your company Yeah, out of nowhere everybody's loving me How did everything change suddenly? And they say I be going through changes But they don't understand what the f*ck my pain is I'm trying to put these diamonds on my neck and my bracelets And I'm gonna do whatever it takes to make it I've been down bad in my head and my mental I've been going OD, yeah, I'm not gentle Owning all my problems, yeah, this is not a rental And I'm getting all these bands so it's never accidental And you never showed love And you never showed up And you never gave a f*ck But I'm pretty sure you told me to give up I got talents, but I'm about to waste 'em I had chances come and go but I never take 'em Oh And I don't want to lose, but I'm too scared to win I be sitting in my room just try to play pretend I be taking all these L's and never getting a win F*ck a friend, I need bands at every chance that I can Got this pressure on my shoulders and the world in my hands And they don't know what's up with me F*ck you, yeah, I don't want your company Yeah, out of nowhere everybody's loving me How did everything change suddenly?