Childhood

It may take some time to Find this out But those earlier days They define your ways When you were a kid It may take some time to Pin this down But the things that you saw And the things that you heard Don't excuse what you did It would help if you'd remember them Push them Begin Again You could love without the fear of them Leaving Cheating You Childhood I'll look back when I am older If I could But I can't seem to remember a thing Creativity has flown out the window I try to catch it But it outruns me again and again Childhood Tulpa number three on synthesizer everybody Tulpa number three Childhood I'll look back when I am older If I could But I can't seem to remember a thing Creativity has flown out the window I try to catch it but it outruns me Again and again Using To see if I could get inspired Abusing To find the deepest inner parts of my mind Without home I'm confused alone and hollow I can't help Feel like I have let Myself get behind