Locked Out

Let me down gently just lay me to rest Not sure what I did but it was my best Forgot all the pain when I saw you undressed But the bed that we made and that we laid in was such a god damn mess I still fall apart every now and again Each bottle of whiskey just a means to an end My shadow seems now like my one and only friend Leave this world alone, this house for a home and be myself if I can I know I've sacrificed everything we've worked for No saving this life I've been locked out of the church doors Unless you consider it praying when I'm laying on the bathroom floor I've always done my best but maybe I never deserved much more Since I was a kid life just ain't been the same Left all alone so now I'm familiar with the pain They told me son I swear you aren't the one to blame I just do the same things and expect results to change I guess you could call me insane Now we're cold and distant and you ain't got a clue Young man tells his mama what a grown man should do Sick and tired of explaining what it is you put me through I'll leave you to yourself, know it's bad for my health but that's something that you never really knew I know this drinkin' don't make me too flawless But what can I say except that I came by it honest Is this what you wanted when you shut the doors and locked em right on us Swallowed the keys now I can't be complete to find your love I know I've sacrificed everything we've worked for No saving this life I've been locked out of the church doors Unless you consider it praying when I'm laying on the bathroom floor I've always done my best but maybe I never deserved much more