Scars

Haven't thought about you for a while now But this time of year's got me reminiscing See you on the gram girl you widin' out Don't even recognize the girl that I'm missing I know we never got that serious but I Would be lying if I said I don't get curious when I Think of what we could've had If we didn't throw it all away, all away And for what, what the f*ck What if what we had was love Now it's gone, we moved on Praying that you weren't the one We were only 22 Having fun, being young Doing what we wanted to, getting drunk It's a twisted game I'm playing Getting caught up in these thoughts What I'm doing to myself is dangerous Picking at these scars (What I'm doing to myself is dangerous Picking at theses scars) Picking at the scars upon my heart Hoping that I don't bleed through I gotta quit before I dig too far I don't wanna reopen these wounds Diving to the bottom of the bottle When I need an escape from here Tryna keep my mind away from winding Down a road going to nowhere Nowhere good, wish I could Find someone who understood How it feels to lose control Just when you thought you would Never lose control again It's so hard to hold it in When is all this goin to end, goddamn I never get like this, girl I swear But I'm too drunk right now to care Pick up the phone, girl are you there It's the first time since February That I let you f*ck me up How you gunna cut me off I guess I'm finally done It's a twisted game I'm playing Getting caught up in these thoughts What I'm doing to myself is dangerous Picking at these scars (What I'm doing to myself is dangerous Picking at theses scars) Picking at the scars upon my heart Hoping that I don't bleed through I gotta quit before I dig too far I don't wanna reopen these wounds