In My Head

Oh, This is all in my head Get out of it I beg I would be better off dead I've been destroyed, I've bled Late nights spent clouded in dread Thinking of death on the reg But this is all in my head Get out of it I beg, beg, beg I am the way I am, and I'm not the biggest fan I never healed, that wasn't the plan Void Unending, I'm a shadow of a man I'm a ghost, I am nothing, I feel like I'm Danny And I don't even try and act funny Break my back for people around me, and I got many And I can't trust myself honey So how can I expect for you to give me any Oh, This is all in my head Get out of it I beg I would be better off dead I've been destroyed, I've bled Late nights spent clouded in dread Thinking of death on the reg But this is all in my head Get out of it I beg, beg, beg A pu-pu-puppet of plenty. I get abused Used up-up-up, pushed around, it is absurd I am no-no-no-no-nothing, I don't exist I am on-on-on-on-on, some other ship I can't fun-fun-fun-fun-fun-function like this My thoughts are nu-nu-nuf for me, somber in mist But I don't show-show-show-show anything, with death I kissed Got a tryst with Lucifer, check the time on my wrist while We dive deeper and deeper, my pain's a sleeper, a sleeper Fall to the reaper, the reaper smiles when I see her I see her and like a weeper, I weep for her I'm a peacekeeper, nothing deeper And every time I leave my room, pull myself through it, I bleed for her And I know I shouldn't act like that, should put myself ahead like that Chat a little 'bout it and stop holding myself back like that Cause people think that I like that, then they'll think that I'm like that But late at night, I'm by myself I know that I don't think like that in my head Oh, This is all in my head Get out of it I beg I would be better off dead I've been destroyed, I've bled Late nights spent clouded in dread Thinking of death on the reg But this is all in my head Get out of it I beg, beg, beg