Barely Remember It Now

Tiny flashes of a face I’ve never seen before This illusion of a place I was when I was 4 I’m 21 Sitting on my phone in the backyard Choking on my feelings Never thought that it’d be this hard Could you hear me out? I could still feel the hallway Wrapped around my skin I could still feel the murmurs To which I'm so akin I’m 21 Sitting on my phone in the backyard Choking on my feelings Never thought that it’d be this hard Could you hear me out? Could you hear me now? Where is that old photograph I just need that 1 night to last I barely remember it now I can barely remember you now I feel my mind go to bat For my choices can't handle that I barely remember it now I can barely remember you now I can barely remember it now I can barely remember you now I still hear myself talking myself in circles But there’s a beauty in the silence Where the obsession stops I’m 21 Sitting on my phone in the backyard Choking on my feelings Never thought that it’d be this hard Could you hear me out? Where is that old photograph I just need that 1 night to last I barely remember it now I can barely remember you now I feel my mind go to bat For my choices cant handle that I barely remember it now I can barely remember you now I can barely remember you now