The Recovery

Every choice I make is the best choice for me And I do it to protect my sanity in this crazy life I be in my thoughts feelin boxed in I be in my feelings I get locked in picture being humble when you drop shit Knowing damn well nigga top 10 So why the f*ck they heard me yet I guess the world don't deserve me yet I just left a bad broad on read had to curve the bitch Let her know she ain't worth the dick Cuz real shit a nigga stressed out And bitches be the last thing a nigga pressed bout I got some shit around the way gotta get checked out And it's a couple opps I gotta go and stretch out See I've been dealin with some shit I gotta smile through Nigga tired but I still gotta grind tho I been runnin through this life without the blindfolds Nigga staring at the mothafuckin world from the balcony the f*ck I need some blinds fo I been up in that field nigga They try and drag me through the mud bitch I'm still winnin They try and tell me how to live bitch I'm still livin If you don't go through what I been through I don't feel niggas We ain't choppin shit up Got it on my own ima east side nigga You don't get it if you wasn't on the east side with us nigga Black hoodie with that big 4 posted First nigga mug first gettin smoked nigga I'm the last of a dead breed Wanted dead or alive still carefree It ain't a soul that's alive that can scare me I had to walk a thousand miles with my bare feet I was young when I grew up I was in them streets before I learned to tie my shoe up I was on the block while niggas was on the school bus I was seeing fiends noddin off tryna shoot up and it killed me I seen my uncle smokin crack and it killed me I seen my cousin rob a nigga then he killed him F*ck him Nigga he was touchin on children If that nigga wasn't dead I'd have fucked around and killed him on baby Nigga I don seen too much shit I won't say I can hear the devil callin but I still don't pray But bitch don't judge you ain't perfect I can can give a f*ck about them verses I be in my thoughts feelin boxed in I be in my feelings I get locked in Picture being humble when you drop shit Knowing damn well nigga top 10 So why the f*ck they heard me yet I guess the world don't deserve me yet So why the f*ck they heard me yet I guess the world don't deserve me yet