Broken Bridges

I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended Some seen the vision and some only pretended I lost a lot of love I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended Some seen the vision and some only pretended Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit A couple lovers I use think was significant But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end Ay I want you but don't need you hear Get anxious if you close All the things you been saying it let me see that you have hope Ain't no fairytale dream with me I know how this gone go I enjoy your company until it starts to turn to more Vulnerability it take my peace and I can't seem to cope Do I wanna I don't know I can't let my guard down and rest I got places to go Flying coach to the coast I love being alone Jump In the coupe and hit the gas I just be in a zone I been feeling disconnected since I lost my fucking deddy He left in chapter fourty four gah damn we wasn't ready And I can't fill his shoes but I been tryna keep us steady Mama she doing her best but she been lost here since you left us Late nights and early mornings got me spiraling out control If dying young is living fast and I been Usain bolt but I been focused on my goals I been careful with my heart cause Intentions are so unknown I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended Some seen the vision and some only pretended Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit A couple lovers I use think was significant But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end They'd rather see me lose cause my confidence Through the roof If you been through all I been through and still standing yours would to But Let's not talk about it, let's talk about something more positive Can't stand to watch the news the shit they air depress society Show me something wholesome show me something that's inspiring No politics today, let's toast to life on three Getting money staying real taking trips to St. Martine with my team Enjoy comradery from all the things that we achieved No competing with each other cause we did this shit together Yea, f*ck all that phony shit that you my homie But I cross every chance I get It's just a few that know me the rest be curious And I am whatever you say I am, word to Em F*ck a hater love the way I am I throw that middle finger up and let that paper count Watch me elevate no ball and chain gone weigh me down I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended Some seen the vision and some only pretended Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit A couple lovers I used to think was significant But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end I've lost a lot of love and I've lost a lot of friendships It's for the better them bridges they can't be mended Some seen the vision and some only pretended Got homies with me but some I left on that sucka shit A couple lovers I use think was significant But now In a crowd they don't stand out they just blending In It's kinda crazy looking back on how much time we spent Who would of thought when the chapter closed that our time would end