Disappear

I just want to disappear today I just want all my troubles to go away I just want to disappear today But you keep on asking me if I want to stay I just want to disappear today But you make it harder for me to go my way I just want to disappear today 'Cuz something keeps eating me in my heart and brain Oh baby Don't you know I hate it I tell you I'm hurting But you love to debate it Oh baby You tell me it's easy But I've been fighting my whole life And I can not defeat it They tell me try to ignore it As if I'm not already pretending to ignore it All my complaining to you it's starts to get boring You tell me it's like a cut I'll use Neosporin And be ok You tell me I'm ok It's all in my brain And then you tell me there's no shame Whose side are you on 'Cuz you've been playing a cold game I'll weather the storm 'Til I am numb to the cold rain, no pain I just want to disappear today I just want to disappear and go my way I just want to disappear today But you keep on asking me if I want to stay I just want to disappear today But you make it harder for me to go my way I just want to disappear today 'Cuz something keeps eating me in my heart and brain Oh baby Don't you know I hate it I tell you I'm hurting But you love to debate it Oh baby You tell me it's easy But I've been fighting my whole life And I can not defeat it When I wake up in the mornings My hearts already racing, my palms already soaking I can't be bothered 'cuz I am already broken You keep on laughing like all I'm doing is joking I just need someone to tell me that I'll survive Boy you're ok, boy you're ok I just need someone to hug me all through the night Am I ok No I ain't ok I just want to disappear today I just want to disappear and go my way I just want to disappear today But you keep on asking me if I want to stay I just want to disappear today But you make it harder for me to go my way I just want to disappear today 'Cuz something keeps eating me in my heart and brain Oh baby Don't you know I hate it I tell you I'm hurting But you love to debate it Oh baby You tell me it's easy But I've been fighting my whole life And I can not defeat it