green walls and the basement

He say bring them all to the dog house get together we all going to eat She say get the f*ck outta my house there ain't room for nobody but me We was running tryna get through the tall grass that I swear it was up to our knees That's why you know I keep steady profile cover skin with my double seam jeans It was just me in the basement I had all these green walls just constantly looking at me I had like too much everything frying my brain ain't enough I'm a get something to eat It's been a while said it's been a long time since really remembered my dreams Maybe it's because I'm so tired so tired I don't have no time but for sleep Self destruction button sitting right next to my desk every time I sit down to make beats Putting yourself on the side like some fries Ain't enough if you really going to keep the receipt Got the speakers in my face in the morning I listen to records while sipping my tea World be so closed off they so closed off to an open mind and spirit free I'm not an average joe f*ck the trader joe hoes and the people on side of the street This is that feeling when you just did something amazing and look around and they ain't see Twenty twenty three a kid that is tapping to beats they call got that shit I was the kid on the bus with my tie dye shirt screaming like Fifth grade my conductor got mad cuz I painted my snare drum with pink and some green I had sharpie written over my sticks so I'd draw different pictures the patterns I played I didn't pick up a keyboard for years I was lost in this life I was scared for the day Knew I had it in my stomach I had to just throw it up and get that shit out the way