ON GOD???????

Motherfucker put it on god You gotta decide Is you gon live this life I don't even know how ima die Didn't get to page five Lost focus crashed at the light I'm doing my own thing Tryna rearrange Project hate when they see a man wanna change Doing it over and over and over again Balance gone in the change of the wind Foot shifted into the gravel while I write with my pen Start a fight in the break room inside of my head I feel it coming yeah you know what The Weeknd said They couldn't take it anymore so I don't talk instead I shut my mouth make beats til my eyes turn red If this a game board my piece is further ahead If it's a trap oh shit yeah I guess we all dead Hold up I'm just tryna raise the standard It's hot in here you better avoid damage All my childhood They didn't understand it Crack jokes about Mariah to Nick cannon Then wild out on stage, tell em what to do like Buchanan Physcho path this keyboard got leverage Firm grip on my soul dry up famine You ever hate something You just can't abandon Loneliness is the best companion Close my eyes for a second I been searching for a purpose Wake up There's only so much I can manage My priorities is fucked up got enough stuff scared let go never wanna see it vanish It's the destiny I'm scared of that I was handed It's the confidence my mama gave me when I was I conflicted by the damage Long time coming Had to take the high road Skirt off make a wrong turn don't know where I'm headed Pillow over my face suffocate Visions of tomorrow dreaded It's closer in the rear view mirror Close your eyes Don't open em for a couple seconds Life changes over the blink of our eyes We all die