the dust on my should

I know the dirt run off my shoulders we got find a way Feel like they crooked in the tense but tilted we the same Brush off the soil that was left upon my knees when praying Ain't been myself yeah as of late- not for a couple days It's like I'm physical here but mentally I'm away Left in a rush ain't pack my bags but at a super eight Even the motel gon tell me Ima overstay Contemplating everything I'm sweating every move I make A bad day is when I write raps and I can't one take We was in the yard playin ball call me shake and bake There's this mental wall that stands tall and looks me in the face Everyday I wake in the morning even when I try to sleep For a while I was trying now I ditched the Visine Eyes so low it's always better on reprise Mission no go go tell your men that they ain't gonna eat If you hungry there a spaces show three blocks right down street Take your shoes off before you come in and take a seat You can find love I know it's buried somewhere low beneath Feelings don't rust but fall into the cracks and down the sink Ima give my man my jacket not the tricks up my sleeve All of this it came from practice on my journey to peace Who are you afraid of Who do you wanna be I grew up on lil Wayne born in two thousand and three Doing tricks on razor scooters til they hit one our feet Then dare the stupid one to climb up the tree and use his wings