this force i reckon with

There's this force I reckon with Losing what perception is Taking more than I can give Forgetting what I should remember What's a dollar to a couple cents What's a home without a crooked fence What's a god when all you do is sinnnn I guess you let him in I guess you let him in and start by sewing up what's mended The sky is falling, lemme watch it'd be the perfect ending I feel a chill go down spine I'm done with just pretending To laugh at stupid jokes and dumb myself down so you get it My forehead caught the draft this AC got me sweating Double XL hoodie over my torso with letters The fabric heavy and my chains compete to see who's better My gold tooth it doesn't fit should get some stainless dentures To cut the rope on mother fuckers out on our adventure We've come too far to settle if we stop we'll be here stranded I've been dazed and confused my high begins descending Throw a temper tantrum in my room and punch my bedding The curtain falls down they see the real me pending