Once Sober

Waking Up Sober Doesn't Feel The Same Even Though Everyone Says that you should feel the same after you relapse Man it's not the same i kept thinking about all the times when i would grab that Blade Look at my arm and say how many lines does it took till I can't feel pain Is it eighteen or maybe is it twenty-five Man i kept on going One Two Three Four Five Six Maybe i lost count because I can't seem to keep my composure. To almost every single Thing that i had Everyone's told me maybe i was going to be the one to end up dead. Look inside the Casket Man Look at me lifeless with my eyes shut Never to be opened Again Everyone told me maybe i was to crazy just to believe that Maybe i could end up sober Again Shoot your only sober once Don't mess up Unless your gonna keep doing it over and over and over again man I'm always sober Once so what's Next Your only Sober Once so therefore you got to make it count If you don't make it count therefore your never gonna make it in this world unless Your gonna keep doing it over and over and over again Man I felt the same even though I kept relapsing Every single time when i look at my arms i feel ashamed because of the scars that left Me traumatized Everyone seems to think they know the whole story Even though they don't they just trying to make a comment