ACHERON

Been a couple weeks, I've been spacing out I've been thinking 'bout All of the times that I let you down Flipped the hourglass but I'm running out, I'm running out of time I keep wasting all my time They say it's all in my mind The doc tells me I'm doing fine, but I still wonder why do I do everything I hate I hope it's not too late for me to change Oh for me to change Told you I was fine when I was alone But on a smile when I left from home Gotta get this weight off my chest So I guess I must confess The first time I left the nest Was the first time that I grew depressed I minimized all my sadness with a screen Of dopamine and cloudy dreams And now I sink instead of sleeping I must confess In 2021 I was insecure, oh so insecure I just learned to hide it Run instead of fight it Couldn't fight it no If I were to confess, everything that I've done wrong It wouldn't even fit in this whole song It wouldn't even fit on this album I can't justify, can't minimize or explain The only thing I can do Is hope you hear me say I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm not meant to be on my own I'm not meant to be (Cello) If there's one thing I know If there's just one thing I know I'm not meant to be Alone I'm not meant to be Alone I'm not meant to be