Bitter End

I'm tired of wearing a masking Just to hide away from death He's gonna find me anyway There's no solution to this test Change the body, set the mood Just a matter of time, till I hurt you too I'm too fucked up for my good I'll take the drugs to go It's my little secret and I'll never let you know I'm taking myself to an early grave It never mattered anyway (Let me speak what's on my mind) It's all in my head, I think I'd be better off dead Nothing ever makes sense, I will never be convinced I just want to make pretend, that you'll be with me till the end Say I do, so I can bury you, too If I can't feel anything then why do I feel so numb? I feel myself drowning but at least I'm not the only one I'm dragging you down with me Do I drive you fucking insane? Go and call me inhumane I've got nothing left to gain It's all in my head, I think I'd be better off dead Nothing ever makes sense, I will never be convinced I just want to make pretend, that you'll be with me till the end Say I do, so I can bury you, too