run on misery (cassette demo)

So long To college dreams And life inside your lies I'm gone Before the tears Can well up in your eyes Now you write about that night again The inkwell on your tables Filled with blood So you slit your wrists and fill the page With talk and lies About the boys your age Sorrows all you say And I can't stay away You give me energy I run on misery All the tears you blame And all the lies you claim Can anybody see I run on misery Come down Don't take the stairs Its faster when you fall And break down When you find the demons Hiding in your walls You hide your eyes and plant your lips Against a face You're pretty sure I missed Then you change your mind and blame the night And call me up Just for another fight You call yourself a renegade But tear your life apart when you're betrayed And when you see the bleeding slow You grab another blade and start the show Sorrows all you say And I can't stay away You give me energy I run on misery All the tears you blame And all the lies you claim Can anybody see I run on misery I won't see the day You fall apart and say Will you help me please I run on misery