Winter (feat. Wayward)

Take me out of this winter Frozen souls shiver Dreaming bout warmth But I'm a cold-blooded killer Death is all around me Winter's always deadly Guess I'm destined just to be Loved and still lonely Two years lost. Wind the Clocks. Time is gone. Heart Breaks, stopped. All the little Things seem important in a Real way. Believe me when I say I love you to this day But how did I ever get this Way? I didn’t even notice When my heart lost focus When depression swept Through me like an ocean Wave. It paved the course For the way I thought Acted and prayed. Slowed The days down to seconds I couldn’t wait for shit to Change or rearrange for The better this winter Weather froze me in time Together with my issues Pressed together like new Beaus. Just give me the Booze and leave me alone I’m through. I feel tired like I can’t carry on. There’s Something to live for but I don’t remember what it Was. All the questions that Are burning inside my brain “Why and how long and what For, will this ever change?” Seem To anchor me into the Ground. I scream no sound I dream and now I wake to Find out I’m right back where I started, counting seconds Wish I was counting years away Hell, if I could I’d just erase This pain away. Pause. Life is Precious, I know this, but damn I feel lifeless when I express my Conscience thoughts like this I Wanna do better, get up and start To live again with her. Embrace Her and kiss her, and give her Love like I used to, but shit, I’m All out. All out of the feelings, that Make me come alive, I’ve come To lie like we all do. Slow motion Spiral life blurs inside my eyelids Take it away, just please Take me out of this winter Frozen souls shiver Dreaming ‘bout warmth But I'm a cold-blooded killer Death is all around me Winter's always deadly Guess I'm destined just to be Loved and still lonely Still trying to remember What it felt like two years Ago December when we Were married in winter Flurries. Life was so good Weren’t we happy together Wasn’t I a different man than I see before me? Truthfully I Doubt that things will ever Get better trapped in this winter Weather forever dying slowly So lonely. I’m just a man, not a Hero like Tony. I'm not made Of iron, man, I’m just flesh and Bloody. Pause. Life is precious I know this, but damn I feel Lifeless when I express my Conscience thoughts like this Drown in dark waters so hard To swim out of. Can I pull Myself up, climb out, run Back to my love? Is this me Frozen soul, I shiver Depression is raging like a Soul crushing river. Guess I’m here, I won’t pretend. The River’s calling but still can you Take me out of this winter Frozen souls shiver Dreaming ‘bout warmth But I'm a cold-blooded killer Death is all around me Winter's always deadly Guess I'm destined just to be Loved and still lonely Take me out of this winter Frozen souls shiver Dreaming ‘bout warmth But I'm a cold-blooded killer Death is all around me Winter's always deadly Guess I'm destined just to be Loved and still lonely