Payback / Myself

I don’t give a f*ck cause I hate that Hit the blunt and the grav, Dead asap Get your face smashed in the ground With a fake smile, Look around this is payback Where the bass at? 2 Face when I face back Got em like “Aw damn, now Jakes back” How the f*ck a motherfucker wanna f*ck with us? I’m fucking every motherfucker up that wanna play Jack Goddamn, Why you even try to diss this? Bloodshot eyes and I’m fine with my wrists slit Ride by with a bitch so fine and she can’t even talk, In her mouth is a big dick Make a motherfucker mad, He wanna fight me 6’2 Whiteboy with a pipe dream Nice with the rhymes, see Not polite with police Sitting high with a dime piece No wonder why your bitch still missing Came through with her friends, Left out tripping What you want? Chicken? Never sober feeling I ain’t seen my motherfucking dad in a minute, I miss him Who am I kidding? He don’t even try to talk to me so we distant This is for the kids and women who are impotent Bout to be 20, Goddamn where’s the million? F*ck What is there to do when I can’t even find my head? Woke up on the wrong side of bed and start to burn away my feelings I was the kid who would stuff his sock with shit that kills him No wonder why I hate myself Put the blame on everybody then hang myself Gotta face myself I just wanna place myself front page and erase myself, goddamn I been tryna fake my health I don’t wanna take anybody’s help Think I need another pill Always in the past I dwell, Knowing damn well I’m going through hell