Chemical Makeup

I think my chemical makeup Was somewhat of a shake up 2024 and not many more I need to wake up Rip up all my mistakes up But I'm caked up in makeup Of a jester's mouth I wanna tape Shut in the basement My cards, I can't face it Take my love and replace it Gather memories on paper Scribble out and erase it Paradox is complacent Think I'm lost in a maze and Nothing here feels amazing Yet I still just embrace it Gemini mood swings How are you doing I am still feuding With myself and I'm losing Got a chameleon mood ring Time is confusing Trauma still brewing Brain is still cooling Mentally drooling Who am I fooling Me and my devils are dueling Slipping up what am I proving Skippin around on a few things I'm scared to bring up it is bruising My heart and I feel like reducing To a shell of myself I'm refusing Does your god find this amusing Does your god find this amusing Don't look at me and say I'm radicalized When you need bullet proof vests for your school supplies You have sewn your eyes shut for some dollar signs You can go and burn in hell with your alibi Don't you dare say I am radicalized When you turn the other cheek for a genocide Fascistly infused with a demented pride You can go and burn in hell with your alibi Take me home Take me home Take me home Take me home Take me home Take me home Take me home Take me home