Mr. Sun

Why do I waste my time complaining to myself About everything that I don't like As minutes turn to hours I watch everything pass by With eyes wide open I'm desperately hoping I'll find some relief from this thinking Hello again Mr. Sun Have you missed me? I see that you're peering through my window And I know you're just trying to get this through to me But I won't accept your offer Of begging me to go to sleep I'll shut you out And don't you come out again I never said that I was done Arguing with me I guess I have Lost all sense of who I thought I was long ago I keep myself awake in the hopes of finding clarity I feel so dark that light itself can't keep me company I'm feeling dead All over again How much longer will it take Of me to pretend that everything's okay When this reality has already been set for me How can I ever make it out alive And free from this slavery? 'Cause I've stumbled into a life I believed I could carry all alone on my own two feet Did I say that I was done Arguing with me? I guess I have Lost all sense of who I thought I was long ago I keep myself awake in the hopes of finding clarity I feel so dark that light itself can't keep me company I'm feeling dead All over again This weight has become too Heavy for myself and the people I love That beg to see greatness rise in me I'm sick of lying in my bed not knowing who I am or Where I want to be I used to believe in myself And now I feel like I'm nothing