You've Given Enough

The spark was floating in my room And all I had to do was let it fall into the embers of my hands To ignite a flame to spread to these torches in my psyche To then Light the world on fire With a burning desire for love, passion, and finding restoration But no person could have known such Could have been derived from the loneliest of places To have then been found most illuminating It's all that couldn't have been if I'd never been As if you haven't given enough I know it's awful but I can't be without you At least for now I hate my dependence But don't we all need something outside of us? To keep us from falling apart? To make us become so much more? There's only so many reasons why you're still here I'll fight to the end of this to give you and her the world back Whether or not you'll be there to witness it You'll see what you've seen deep down And you both are everything That has allowed the potential of this to be made true Because you've given enough I know it's an awful truth But I just can't be without you It's only at least for now I hate my dependence But don't we all need something outside of us? To keep us from falling apart? To make us become so much more? You trudge through Hell over and over again My only hope is that you could at least Find the strength inside to make light of what you can I know this has all left you high and dry Sleepless every night with only the end in sight But together we can try I just need you to remain in faith And to integrate for yourself the Truth you always tell me I know you miss her but we all have our place in everything And why be in such despair when she's watching over all that you do? This is what you tell me unless you're lying and I know you're not She's sending over what you need to make it through Just open up to what's truly with you And I too am still here So can we please make the best of this while we still can? Your original intention carries something And it's alive and breathing Though I know it may not be something you're seeing I hate watching you like this You tell me you're ready to leave And there are still no words for me to say But only to want to see what you see I just hope you somehow can find this all worth it And God might I not be too late 'Cause I could have not been And never wrote this song to be Yeah And you would have never had these words fall upon your ears And reach you where you are Because there seems to be no other way I can reach anything And maybe through me I can remind you of all that you are And always will be For I want to help bring you back to yourself Even when I don't know why I'm here myself Because none of this seems to be for nothing after all these eyes have seen Yeah, it still remains And I want you to know, I love you It's because of you that I'm something And can be there for them when they just don't know Sometimes I forget, grow stagnant, and feel futile in these pursuits But then they all remind me of my significance So isn't this all something? And so isn't this all something?