papercuts

I'm tryna see But my eyes are always burnin' It's killing me to try and breathe My lungs are always hurtin' I'd kill myself to try and see if afterlife is certain We'll kill ourselves to try and see if love is even worth it And I can't deny Spent too many nights Tryna romanticize Spent too many nights Tucked in a bed of lies Spent too many nights Stuck in this head of mine And now I Dream about The shit I shouldn't dream about We quiet down On shit we should've screamed about Can't let 'em in I'm told that I should keep 'em out I'll let 'em in They're probably better than the people out Oooh Oooh Now I Can't turn the pages 'Cuz every time I turn a page I end up with a papercut Blank spaces I can't ever put together words I write these words but still I never ever say enough I write my wrongs to see the damage that I've done But if I right my wrongs I still can't ever save enough I never chose to stay I wish I could be brave enough So even if I stay I won't be saving much Oooh So even if I stay I won't be saving much Oooh Even if I right my wrongs I still can't save enough, no I'm sorry this is the end Just grab my hand I'll do the best to defend I did my best But failed once again I'm sorry this is the end I'm sorry this is the end I'm sorry this is the end I did my best But failed once again I'm sorry this is the end I'm sorry this is the end